i got “not thinking of you” by the royal!
“ i don’t really want to love you
i don’t even care that much
i just want to see the day when i don’t think of you
i don’t want to get with you, baby
i just want to give you up
i just want to see the day when i don’t think of you ”
i see this one of two ways - either, you too both previously had a relationship ( romantic or not ) and it didn’t work out, or it was bad timing and you both ended up parting ways. this song suggests that you somewhat still miss natsuki, even if you ended on bad terms.
or, it is also possible that you had a unrequited love ( again, doesn’t necessarily mean romantic ) and you haven’t gotten over it yet / can’t get natsuki off your mind.
but of course, you know best! i hope i helped a little at least~

☆ mod nana
